Rushdi Abu Alouf: I fled Gaza but I'm overwhelmed by guilt about family

The BBC's Gaza correspondent is among the Palestinians who have fled their home since the war began.

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This month - just before the anniversary of the beginning of the conflict - we saw the most harrowing eight hours we've experienced in that time.

We received a video message from my wife's cousin in Gaza, saying: "The tanks are surrounding us and firing at us. These could be the last moments of our lives.

"Pray for us and do anything to save us.”

My wife collapsed, she even lost consciousness: her uncle, aunts and their families - 26 people in total - were all under attack.

https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/c04pvn6gg52o

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